Mar 6, 2011

there is nothing as powerful as MOM's LOVE





"My mother had a great deal of trouble with me, but I think she enjoyed it."
-- Mark Twain

...or maybe she didn't enjoyed all of it, still, she has been by my side, always, I am pretty sure since the moment she imagined one day she would have kids.

I do not understand many things, as the one of being a mom, I have never been but I do feel the unconditional love and presence. She has a one and only way of being here, and walking this rough path by my side.



Today, february 22, is her birthday and even if I told her she should go out and enjoy the day, she said the best way to spend it was in isolation with me. she was there, 23 hours. SHe just went out for one hour to eat lunch with dad and Uri, who came to the hospital and be together all. Ade had to stay home, he got a cold :(

Day +8! Mom's Birthday

36 Neutophils – minimum standard 3000 – Minimum not to be in risk 500

35,000 platelets – minimum standard 150,000 – Minimum not to be in risk 90,000

9.6% Hemoglobin – Minimum standard 12% - Minimum not to be in risk 10%

It is really good to have mom here all day long. It makes everything easier and I am relaxed.

It's so far the most difficult day. I just have energy to sleep and some skype with Alex....and even that makes me tired. I am really hoping the bone marrow starts working soon again, it will be awesome because it is not so nice to feel this way, even though I am happy because this means the process is being as expected, I don't think I can get less neutrophils or platelets, 36 is equal to 0 in medical terms...so, next step is to produce, right?

I want to share this that my mom sent me by email. I think is true we need to appreciate what we have and also be conscious about it. How many times a day do you thank your body just for being there at your service?

I think this kind of messages get to one when it is needed, I don't normally open my mom forwarded ppt's..this time I did...

¿Don't you think it would be good to make an inventory of the goods that you have recieved in order to live with more joy and optimism?


Why mourn when I walk, if others laugh and have no feet?


Why to live thinking on the 10% of the things that make us suffer, and not remember 90% of the things that are happen as they should and make us smile?

In your body there are 800 billion cells working continuously and on your behalf and in perfect harmony.



Your brain has 13 billion neurons working so wisely in your favor that if you would like to replace the most perfect computer, it would occupy the space of a building seventy stories high.


You have a heart that is a wonder of nature. Pumping hour afterhour, 36 million beats a year, year after year, awake or asleep,pushing blood through 100 thousand miles of veins and arteries, leading ... Over 2 million liters of blood per year.


Your lungs are the best filters in the world. Over 600 million of alveolus purify the air we receive and rid your body of harmful waste.



In your eyes, God has placed 100 million receivers that let you enjoy the magic of color, light, and the sympathy of the people and the majesty of nature.

You are a human being and we are the only animal that can talk to calm the angry, cheer up the downcast, encourage the coward and say ... I love you.


In your ears there are 24 billion filaments that vibrate with the wind,the laughter of children, the music of an orchestra, the trepidation of sparkling waters and listening to the kind words of those estimates.




You can move! you are not a tree tied up to a small piece of land.

You can walk,run, dance and play sports. To do this you have 500muscles, 200 bones and 7,000 nerve synchronized to obey you and take you anywhere.



Your blood is a wonderful treasure. There are flowing through your body just 4 liters but containing 22 million blood cells, and in every cell there are a lot molecules, each molecule has an atom that ranges over 10 million times per second.


2 million of your cells die every day and are replaced by 2 million more in a resurrection that has continued since the day you were born.


In your brain there are 4 million pain-sensitive structures; 500,000 tactile sensors and 200,000 temperature sensors ...

Now, ask yourself... Don't you think your life is super valuable?





The sad thing is that we spend much time thinking about what
we need and we rarely pause a remember and thank so much good that we have...

Not just about your body, it applies also a the gifts you have, the family that has touched you, friends of which you are fortunate in having, enjoying the comforts you got and even the opportunities that life has presented to you. Do not see only what you need, appreciate what you already have!

Do accounts of your assets, and your joys too. Do not waste your time counting your mistakes.

Collect cheerful and optimistic thoughts, and do not forget to remove from your mind those nasty crows called "pessimistic thoughts" and "sad memories. "




why?

because life is good and we should enjoy it being happy!

Mar 5, 2011

Healing is an Expression of Love



It’s day +seven and my body is tired. No wonder! My body is fighting to keep on working in a good way, without infections of fever while my immune system is almost none existent.

From now on I will be sharing through here how many neutrophils and platelets I have and be sure I will post whenever my bone marrow starts working for real.

DAY +7

55 Neutophils – minimum standard 3000 – Minimum not to be in risk 500

46,000 platelets – minimum standard 150,000 – Minimum not to be in risk 90,000

8% Hemoglobin – Minimum standard 12% - Minimum not to be in risk 10%

It’s not nice not to be able to be yourself, meaning I normally have an enormous amount of energy and I like doing a LOT of things, now I need to understand I get tired from walking 5 steps…I actually feel tired of being tired. I need to understand that my hemoglobin, what gives the energy is really really low and I have to rest.

Anyways, somehow I remembered there are seven chakras that flow through the human energetic system and today is my day +seven … perfect combination!!!

So, what is a chakra?


Chakra is a Sanskrit word meaning wheel, or vortex, and it refers to each of the seven energy centers of which our consciousness, our energy system, is composed.

These chakras, or energy centers, function as pumps or valves, regulating the flow of energy through our energy system. The functioning of the chakras reflects decisions we make concerning how we choose to respond to conditions in our life. We open and close these valves when we decide what to think, and what to feel, and through which perceptual filter we choose to experience the world around us.

The chakras are not physical. They interact with the physical body through two major vehicles, the endocrine system and the nervous system. Each of the seven chakras is associated with one of the seven endocrine glands, and also with a group of nerves called a plexus. Thus, each chakra can be associated with particular parts of the body and particular functions within the body controlled by that plexus or that endocrine gland associated with that chakra.

All of your senses, all of your perceptions, all of your possible states of awareness, everything it is possible for you to experience, can be divided into seven categories. Each category can be associated with a particular chakra. Thus, the chakras represent not only particular parts of your physical body, but also particular parts of your consciousness.

I believe everything is possible.

I believe that anything can be healed.

It's just a question of how to do it.

Understanding the chakras allows you to understand the relationship between your consciousness and your body, and to thus see your body as a map of your consciousness. It gives you a better understanding of yourself and those around you.

You Are A Being of Energy

Your consciousness, your experience of Being, who you really are, is energy. We can call it "Life Energy" for now. This energy does not just live in your brain; it fills your entire body. Your consciousness is connected to every cell in your body.

We are going to examine the map of consciousness that the chakras provide, in order to understand the language of the symptoms that are associated with each chakra.

Each of the chakras is energy vibrating at a certain frequency, in a logical and orderly sequence of seven vibrations. As we move up the scale, the elements become more and more subtle, moving through the five physical elements of earth, water, fire, air, and ether, to the spiritual elements of inner sound and inner light. The heaviest element is on the bottom, the lightest on the top. It is a logical and orderly sequence.

The colors of the spectrum also represent a series of seven vibrations in a logical and orderly sequence, as do the notes of the musical scale. Thus, we can put the heaviest vibrations or the longest wavelength on the bottom and the lightest on the top, and a particular color can be used to represent a chakra in its clear state, as can a particular musical note. Music played in a certain key vibrates a particular chakra, and we feel a particular way when we hear that music. Our relationship with a certain color says something about our relationship with the part of our consciousness that the color represents.

Using The Map

When there is tension in a particular part of the body, this represents a tension in a particular part of the consciousness, about a particular part of the person's life. Being aware of these associations helps one to see the importance of resolving the tense issues in their life.

If it were only a question of doing what is necessary for the person to be happy, that would be reason enough to motivate the person to want to change something that doesn't work for them, but here, we see that it is also a matter of health. The issues that are unresolved in a person's life are, in fact, hazardous to their health.

When we see the correspondences between the consciousness and the body, we see the degree to which we each create our reality. In fact, those words begin to take on a new meaning. We see how everything begins in our consciousness and we are able to look around us at other aspects of our lives in the same way.

When we see how the body carries out the messages and deepest wishes of the Being within the body, we can realize that the process can go in more than one direction. If our consciousness is directing how we develop symptoms, it can also direct how we release these same symptoms.

If our consciousness can make our body ill, our consciousness can make our body well.

The logical conclusion of this process is that anything can be healed.


Sahasrara: The Crown Chakra

Sahasrara, which means 1000 petalled lotus, is generally considered to be the chakra of pure consciousness, within which there is neither object nor subject. When the female kundalini Shakti energy rises to this point, it unites with the male Shiva energy, and a state of liberating samadhi is attained. Symbolized by a lotus with one thousand multi-coloured petals, it is located either at the crown of the head, or above the crown of the head. Sahasrara is represented by the colour white and it involves such issues as inner wisdom and the death of the body.

Its role may be envisioned somewhat similarly to that of the pituitary gland, which secretes hormones to communicate to the rest of the endocrine system and also connects to the central nervous system via the hypothalamus. According to author Gary Osborn, the thalamus is thought to have a key role in the physical basis of consciousness and is the 'Bridal Chamber' mentioned in the Gnostic scriptures. Sahasrara's inner aspect deals with the release of karma, physical action with meditation, mental action with universal consciousness and unity, and emotional action with "beingness".

In Tibetan buddhism, the point at the crown of the head is represented by a white circle, with 32 downward pointing petals. It is of primary importance in the performance of phowa, or consciousness projection after death, in order to obtain rebirth in a Pure Land. Within this chakra is contained the White drop, or Bodhicitta, which is the essence of masculine energy.

Ajna: The Brow Chakra

Anja is symbolised by a lotus with two petals, and corresponds to the colors violet, indigo or deep blue. It is at this point that the 2 side nadis Ida and Pingala are said to terminate and merge with the central channel Sushumna, signifying the end of duality. The seed syllable for this chakra is the syllable OM, and the presiding deity is Ardhanarishvara, who is a half male, half female Shiva/Shakti. The Shakti goddess of Ajna is called Hakini.

Ajna (along with Bindu), is known as the third eye chakra and is linked to the pineal gland which may inform a model of its envisioning. The pineal gland is a light sensitive gland that produces the hormone melatonin which regulates sleep and waking up. Ajna's key issues involve balancing the higher & lower selves and trusting inner guidance. Ajna's inner aspect relates to the access of intuition. Mentally, Ajna deals with visual consciousness. Emotionally, Ajna deals with clarity on an intuitive level. (Note: some opine that the pineal and pituitary glands should be exchanged in their relationship to the Crown and Brow chakras, based on the description in Arthur Avalon's book on kundalini called Serpent Power or empirical research.)

In Tibetan Bddhism, this point is actually the end of the central channel, since the central channel rises up from the sexual organ to the crown of the head,, and then curves over the head and down to the third eye. While the central channel finishes here, the two side channel continue down to the two nostrils.

Vishuddha: The Throat Chakra

Vishuddha depicted as a silver crescent within a white circle, with 16 light or pale blue, or turquoise petals. The seed mantra is Ham, and the residing deity is Panchavaktra shiva, with 5 heads and 4 arms, and the Shakti is Shakini.

Vishuddha may be understood as relating to communication and growth through expression. This chakra is paralleled to the thyroid, a gland that is also in the throat and which produces thyroid hormone, responsible for growth and maturation. Physically, Vishuddha governs communication, emotionally it governs independence, mentally it governs fluent thought, and spiritually, it governs a sense of security. In Tibetan buddhism, this chakra is red, with 16 upward pointing petals. It plays an important role in Dream Yoga, the art of lucid dreaming.


NEXT CHAKRA IS IMPORTANT FOR ME BECAUSE AFTER SOME READING I THINK I NEED TO WORK ON IT....


Anahata: The Heart Chakra

Anahata or Anahata-puri, or padma-sundara is symbolised by a circular flower with twelve vermillion, or green petals. (See also heartmind). Within it is a yantra of 2 intersecting triangles, forming a star of David, symbolising a union of the male and female. The seed mantra is Yam, the presiding deity is Ishana Rudra Shiva, and the Shakti is Kakini.

Anahata is related to the thymus, located in the chest. The thymus is an element of the immune system as well as being part of the endocrine system. It is the site of maturation of the T cells responsible for fending off disease and may be adversely affected by stress. Anahata is related to the colours green or pink. Key issues involving Anahata involve complex emotions, compassion, tenderness, unconditional love, equilibrium, rejection and well-being. Physically Anahata governs circulation, emotionally it governs unconditional love for the self and others, mentally it governs passion, and spiritually it governs devotion.

In Tibetan buddhism, this centre is extremely important, as being the home of the indestructible red/white drop, which carries our consciousness to our next lives. It is described as being white, circular, with 8 downward pointing petals, and the seed syllable Hum inside. During mantra recitation in the lower tantras, a flame is imagined inside of the heart, from which the mantra rings out. Within the higher tantras, this chakra is very important for realising the Clear Light.

Manipura: The Solar Plexus Chakra

Manipura or manipuraka is symbolised by a downward pointing triangle with ten petals. The seed syllable is Ram, and the presiding deity is Braddha Rudra, with Lakini as the Shakti.

Manipura is related to the metabolic and digestive systems. Manipura is believed to correspond to Islets of Langerhans which are groups of cells in the pancreas, as well as the outer adrenal glands and the adrenal cortex. These play a valuable role in digestion, the conversion of food matter into energy for the body. The colour that corresponds to Manipura is yellow. Key issues governed by Manipura are issues of personal power, fear, anxiety, opinion-formation, introversion, and transition from simple or base emotions to complex. Physically, Manipura governs digestion, mentally it governs personal power, emotionally it governs expansiveness, and spiritually, all matters of growth.

In Tibetan buddhism, this wheel is represented as a triangle with 64 upward pointing petals. It is the home of the Red drop, or red bodhicitta, which is the essence of feminine energy (as opposed to the Shakta system, where the kundalini energy resides in Muladhara). It contains the seed syllable short-Ah, which is of primary importance in the Tummo inner fire meditation, which is the system by which the

energy of the red drop is raised to the white drop in the crown.


Swadhisthana: The Sacral Chakra

Swadhisthana, Svadisthana or adhishthana is symbolized by a white lotus within which is a crescent moon, with six vermillion, or orange petals. The seed mantra is Vam, and the presiding deity is Bramha, with the Shakti being Rakini ( or Chakini ). The animal associated is the crocodile of Varuna.

The Sacral Chakra is located in the sacrum (hence the name) and is considered to correspond to the testes or the ovaries that produce the various sex hormones involved in the reproductive cycle. Swadisthana is also considered to be related to, more generally, the genitourinary system and the adrenals. The key issues involving Swadisthana are relationships, violence, addictions, basic emotional needs, and pleasure. Physically, Swadisthana governs reproduction, mentally it governs creativity, emotionally it governs joy, and spiritually it governs enthusiasm.

In Tibetan buddhism, this is known as the Secret Place wheel.


Muladhara: The Base Chakra

Muladhara or root chakra is represented as a yellow square, with 4 red petals. The seed syllable is Lam, the deity is Ganesh, and the Shakti is Dakini. The associated animal is the elephant Ganesha. This chakra is where the 3 channels are merged, then separate and begin their upward movement. Inside of this chakra is wrapped up the goddess kundalini three times around a black lingam. It is the seat of the red bindu, the female drop (which in Tibetan vajrayana is located at the navel chakra).

Muladhara is related to instinct, security, survival and also to basic human potentiality. This center is located in the perineum, which is the region between the genital and the anus. Although no endocrine organ is placed here, it is said to relate to the gonads and the adrenal medulla, responsible for the fight or flight response when survival is under threat. There is a muscle located in this region that controls ejaculation in the sexual act of the human male. A parallel is charted between the sperm cell and the ovum where the genetic code lies coiled and the kundalini. Muladhara is symbolized by a lotus with four petals and the colour red. Key issues involve sexuality, lust and obsession. Physically, Muladhara governs sexuality, mentally it governs stability, emotionally it governs sensuality, and spiritually it governs a sense of security.

There is no chakra that exists in this position within Tibetan buddhism. Instead, below the secret place wheel, there are 2 other wheels, the jewel wheel, which is located in the middle of the sex organ, and the wheel located at the tip of the sex organ. These wheels are extremely important for the generation of great bliss, and

are involved with tantric consort practices

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Healing is an expression of love


thanks to many internet sites that helped me gathering all this info, especially:

http://www.healer.ch

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chakra#cite_note-27

http://www.threeheartscompany.com/chakra.html